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When does my life express dharma?

August 11, 2020

This post appeared either on a earlier version of this site or possibly on the Santa Cruz Zen Center website. I reprise it here… as it is a good reminder that zen is not so much about attaining, as in achieving the way, as much as it is about recognizing how this life expresses dharma.

Shosan Ceremony, 1968,* Tassajara Zen Mountain Center

Katherine Thanas: Docho Roshi, When does my life express dharma and when does it not?

Suzuki Roshi: When does it not? There is no time it doesn’t.  It always expresses Dharma.

Katherine Thanas: But sometimes better than others?

Suzuki Roshi: Don’t think that way.  Always expressing.  You are always expressing Buddha-nature.  That is you who you are; not expressing “better” or “not so good.” 

I will confess I do not always think my life expresses dharma. In fact, it never felt to me … always.

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*Shosan Fall 1968.

Learn more about the shosan ceremony

Exchanges between teachers and students have a long history in Chan Buddhism. The above exchange is real. There are tapes. However, scholarly work on Chan Buddhism suggests that some of the exchanges may have been fabrications. Yep, even those well known ones. I won’t detail here but interested readers can consult: John Mcrae, The antecedents of encounter dialogue in Chinese Ch’an buddhism.

Learn more about encounter dialgoues from John Mcrae

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sunday 8/9

August 9, 2020

Listen with yours eyes. And dharma arrives.

Today, I put my robes on. Did an entire memorial service for someone who passed away yesterday. With so many who have died of Covid, those who are sick, enter hospice, and die of cancer may get lost in the shuffle. But they too are dying. Their journey too is marked by this historical moment—no visitors. Is it it a memorial when its just me doing the service?

If it felt weird at first to robe up and do a service at home …. once I started, there was ease.

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